..oOOo..Nightlife Is Always Fun..oOOo..

2006-02-26T03:44:00.000-08:00

scandalism

2006-02-26T03:39:00.001-08:00

rock till we diie!

2006-02-26T03:39:00.000-08:00

blur

2006-02-26T03:38:00.000-08:00

smile jerks!

2006-02-26T03:31:00.000-08:00

vintage time or just sepia?

2006-02-26T03:28:00.001-08:00

i don't smoke please

2006-02-26T03:28:00.000-08:00

smooch me

2006-02-26T03:27:00.000-08:00

spastic

2006-02-26T03:26:00.000-08:00

slack

2006-02-26T03:25:00.000-08:00

what fu*cking yellow teeth u had

2006-01-30T06:15:00.000-08:00

over this CNY, alot of things i went through
i saw many stuff that caught my eyes
i heard many mesmerizing sounds
and enjoy some good food
but CNY holidays is boring for me
most of the shops are close
and maybe for this very time, town is silence

but
i did something that entertains me alot
first of all, and some acquaintance treat me to a meal and movie
i watched fearless, i mean we watched fearless
much or less chinese movies are full of action
action packed!
ya, nice moves, great plot!

then i watched a japanese drama
i was really inspired by the whole story
the cast, the way they brought up the characters
and it also moved my maturity-i think
because its about love
and i don't think i ever been in there
watching those series wonder my mind off
dreaming here and there and all those imagination run wild

but in true reality, i don't think such things happen
one in a million perhaps
but i think i'm afraid of falling in love
where trust and compromise takes place
which i don't know how to handle
and there are some responsibility to play with
but i think my maturity haven't reach to that point yet

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2006-01-22T04:38:00.000-08:00

i had a meal with a friend's family just now i think around 6 plus
gosh the food is kinda suck
its really damn expensive
its not value for money
the price is high and the food is below average
come on they serve us food which we could get in hawker center

the family gotta fork out $500+
damn it man!
but we really so-called kinda have fun there
we took pictures but i don't wanna post it here
maybe you guys can check it out at my friendster profile
maybe i'm not gonna be publish it in my profile as i don't really want people to know who i'm connected with

we took pictures
and the funny thing is that the background of the picture looked as if we just finish clubbing which i don't intend to go during my teenage years
because i feel that one should be mature for this

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2006-01-20T08:06:00.000-08:00

ok this week has been a really lethargic one
i'm really sick of it
packed with homeworks and assignments
i think one of these days,
i'm gonna pass out in the middle of somewhere
plus there are test coming up

is this what graduates got during their 10 months of study for 1 month of exam?
the pressure is really high and the competition is really tight
competing with people from high end school
plus admission to tertiary education will be an early problem
with people wanting to enter a poly when they are eligible for JC
its really a stressful thing when you enter a course with people who got single digit aggregate
you're going to scratch your head and every part of your body

so gotta work really hard

and ya i went to TP(Temasek Polytecnic) it's really cool there!!
the courses are great and the campus are packed with intelligent and really unique people
i went to School Of Energineer
but i wasn't interested with it because i hate producing product by the end of 3rd year
i prefer something hands on and prepare me for work
and chemical engineering is the thing
we learn more on chemistry which is full of interesting topics

the other one is diploma in tourism management
this is really interesting where you gotta deal with tourist
and SG is really emphasizing on it
and it would be great to be in the working life

bored

2006-01-06T11:49:00.000-08:00

well i'm freakin' bored at this time now
and i find that bloggin will be the solution to kill this bored-ness
lets update on these recent days and some wonderful memories or bad ones
unfortunately, i just entered in the world of sec 5
which many says that its really stressful
some even gave the satistic that many can't make it to the polytechnic for further studies

i felt that the studies will be or may be stressful
i can't decide on the matter above
but what worries me is that the attitude of lazy-ness
will kind of develop
or already been in my genes
ok this is how many fail their exams

it must have a starting point to make this process to proceed
firstly u will SIGH
this is a sign which i think will develop LAZY-ness
then your teacher gave u assignments
then u didn't try it then u say to your teacher
"cher, i'll pass u my homework tomorrow"
then 2 days after the statement been heard
your teacher ask u for the homework and u say the same old line

as for me i had maths homework but i thought there is only one excercise but then there was two
but at least i tried and understand
only that i haven't finish a couple of question and i forgot to take my maths textbook in class
for me questions or subjects that are so called challenging are maths, science and the humanities sometimes my food and nutrition too
for maths you really gotta do consistent revision or excercises
for science, u gotta get the facts right
sometimes in physics i can't remember its formulae and some properties

humans and F&N is just reading and answering the answer specifically and they want u to know whether u understand the question

but seriously i think that from SIGH and LAZY
it could destroy your hope and not only hope but future if u didn't wake up from ur sleep and still in your LA LA LAND

some of my friends got stressed up already but as for me i think i'm kinda stress as everyone feel the same way too
some of my classmates even have a second thought
as for me i will not turn back as i'm already here
but stress is stress
no matter where u go when it'll come
stress will always come especially when complicated matters occur

as for me i'm kinda lazy but the good thing is that i really had taken reading as a good past time to past time
and it improves my language
the only problem now is maths
but fear not!
i got my friends with me to motivate me and myself, to push myself to work hard
i'm here and i can't be getting O cert that says that i didnt make it and had to go to ITE
i'm not looking down on the school
i also finds that ITE also offer good courses

i'm in O this year and many teacher say u gotta make it to POLYTECHNIC
so i believe people who already reaches this stage will got the same thinking or may consider a higher level of education in other school ..maybe JC

for whatever it is i just wanna tell everyone please work hard don't waste time and also for those of my friends who didnt make to sec 5
i wish u guys all the best in whatever u guys are doing!
all the best to everyone

2005-12-03T07:42:00.000-08:00

its been quite sometime i didn't blog
so here it goes again
well i've just started workin
working for about a week already
everyones' there are friendly
some even want to backstab
but thanks to some people who helped
so that i didn't get bully
some people even scuttle-but about me
seriously i think working life is cruel
because people are good in front of you
but when you're not around they tend to scuttle-but about u inside out

and i also recieve a letter from MOE
which is kinda good news
but still i'm not happy and satisfied as something
very unhappy very unsatisfiying
of course is not sex as i don't do that
the time has not come for me yet
but i wouldn't be telling what's making me unhappy
i tend to be discreet about this
kinda personal
but the good news is that i got a letter
from MOE
telling me to attend event which will present me a cert. and a cheque
the letter stated that i achieve a standing of top 10% student achiving excellent result
its a so called good news or how should i say....
i get to sec 5 and proceed on taking O levels next year?
whatever its is i just hope for the best of the best for everyday and minute plus seconds

all this while i always being optimistic about the future
but then everything break like a pot of flower glass being accidentaly pushed and break into pieces
i thought that all these while i'm heading through an isle of flowers and beautiful scenery with chirping birds and the sound of running waterfalls
but then suddenly i found myself in a place
with pain and miserable feelings
but then i tell myself these are just some fucking obstacles to go through
as i noe theres a way out and theres light of hope
for that i end here at least i update my blogg dear readers

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2005-10-11T07:04:00.000-07:00

well since N levels are over its time to really enjoy
i went to the cinemas twice this week
it was really enjoyable
very funn and relaxin
first of all i watch INTO THE BLUE
it was really nice
the view at the beach and the ocean was spectacular
ALBA was hot an the guy too
the show was really outstanding i grade it a 5/5 for the movie
the climax and the resolution of the movie were really interesting
well guys i can't give u all the details for the movie if not it would be boring
since i told u

secondly it was GOAL
a very inspiring movie which potraits about a guy`s bigg dream
the movie is packed with nice skills and also determination and passion
should watch this movie!!
even though i'm not a soccer-related fanatic in any way
but after i watch it i too wanna play soccer
its` super inspiring
this movie is a 6/5
a really must watch movie

and also there are many great movies coming up ahead do catch em!

so offended

2005-10-04T17:49:00.000-07:00

firstly thanks for viewing and reading
see i have done alot for my studies
from english to malay then on to science and all the rest of the subject
but i felt so bad when my knowledge for my religion is not that high
ya of course i wanna learn and master them just like the rest of the subject
see this is what happens if u don't wanna start it early

at first i wasn't interested in this stuff
but then i felt so little knowing my myself that my knowledge is low
i felt embarassed, offended and many other feelings that pull my self esteem
now i'm finding ways to learn it all again
and
learn it back to square one

whatever it is i have to study it and master them__
i just hope that allah give me the path
to have a good religion understanding

felt so bad``

2005-10-01T03:25:00.000-07:00

its been so long that i didn`t blogg
first of all i would to say sorry to poor miss kitty
i'm really sorry
i didn`t see u and when i took another step i heard a squeeky sound
and i when i look at it
i accidentally stepp on you

but luckily miss kitty its ok
a neighbour of mine took her as their new family member
and its really active and really energetic now
i think miss kitty has a new name already

the second part is that
i'm really satisfied with my prelim result
i score quite well for em`
i got 7 points for L1B3
but i gotta do better for N
i`m aiming at least a 3
gosh it`s really a high grade
but at least its a goal

and the third part is...
you should wait for another post to be up soon
haha
thanks for reading!

u gain more

2005-09-17T04:29:00.000-07:00

few days ago
i watched a programme show called 'help'
an indonesian programme basically in indonesian language
this lady imposed herself as a very poor woman/mother
who is trying to get a packet of milk with an exchange with a few glass bottle

she tried to get help from many shops
but most of them reject her
so she went to another shop across the town
there, the stallholder is a lady
also struggle for a living

when the poor lady said "excuse me could i get a packet of milk with an exchange with these few glass bottles"
the lady say yes and the poor lady was so thankful

within a few minutes, another lady came
she asked for a glass of tea
and she asked is there a lady trying to get a packet of milk with few glass bottles
she said yes
and then the lady hand her $500

she was shocked
and asked why
the lady says you helped someone even though you yourself are poor

so no matter how hard your life is
remember to help others
maybe they have more problems than you
and if u help them
u gain something and feel something good

it freaked me!

2005-08-06T00:45:00.000-07:00

for first time mum set a target for me to go and do A levels.
today, i'm struggling over N.
not that its going to be very tough but i forgets all my science facts
especially physics
this is what freakin me out
and my language. geesh i'm not sure i can score 2 for both english and malay
f&n?
ergh! i don't know what to say
but i'm trying hard to get the best grade for all the subjects
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hermes!
then, people say i could do it
for some, says i got a good chance to be in poly for my tertiary education
gosh! don't judge me by the face that i could be in the poly
here i am struggling and there u are pointing hopes that are really far
but isn't that my dream?
i always tell myself,study well and get in to O then poly
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but why people are pinting high hopes on me
guys u makin me super freaked out
i'm super duper shuper scared
i'm hoping and u people too are hoping the same thing to happen
but what if i didn't get in
how am i going to face it ?
how am i going to face u guys
of course i wouldn't think of commiting suicide
thats not a very brilliant alternative though
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i just don't understand
why among my siblings
why i'm the only one were so concern much about my studies and future
geesh! if i'm a millionaire i wouldn't be thinking about it
no, perhaps not. maybe i will still worry about my studies as i still wanna be in the poly
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well money is for the future, i'm a millionaire i would still be working as to avoid bored-ness in boredom
i would be eating,sleeping and "shaking leggs" at home
the output will turn out to be a "lazy pig that will die fat"
erggh. no i don't want that
i still wanna earn my own living.
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i hope that i can go to poly
and hoping that all my facts for my studies are there
don't leave me
be with me. i wanna be very intelligent and be an intellectual creature that god has created
yes i wanna be that, don't leave me "hormones of the mr clever"
well i told my friends that if i achieve what i want to achive, i would be going to the NS
at the age of 21 and then start working the moment i was release from that "compulsary prison"
then on the age of 23 onwards i start working
from there i can earn a living and also enjoy life to the fullest!
then as late as the age of 28 or 29
then i would CONSIDER to find a wife
MAYBE!
life would be easier if u're single
to me marriage definition is "i'm going to be trapped forever!"
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i don't know why i say this, i think that i'm not matured on this firm
yes, thats what i think about marriage
this is what most 21st century people's thinking
they prefer staying single then having a family
but if i were to be married
i don't wanna have children(MAYBE)
because i don't want them to suffer and face SINGAPORE'S COMPETITION
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but i also wanna have children(MAYBE)
it would be nice to have them around
provided they can live on
but i could never imagine myself being called a father,husband
hahaha!
no i don't think so
i would be really really funny!!

ever since

2005-08-04T05:55:00.000-07:00

ever since i start posting about my late dad`
and started to pray for him again
he came to my dreams that night
yeah i saw him
very happy, smiling brightly
then in my dreams`
i sleep in a room and woke up
and i realised something wasn't right at that time`
when i slide the window and see whats' outside, it was a grave with beautiful violet lilies
yes its' blue lilies and its wierd
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beside it was a woman,white, long hair
i was really damn scared that time and start to called out dad for help
i search him all corners of the house but his' presence wasn't there
so i went to mum's room and ask mum where dad
she said "his' already gone for long dear son"
so i stop asking and went back to sleep in my dream
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and after that night's dream`
the next night when i went to sleep i dreamt something similar again
i asked a particular guy why this white, long haired woman was there
he said that i woman wants me after my dad.
and i start thinking and wondering who is this woman
don't tell me i'm going to be the second from the family to leave
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enough about that dream cum nightmare
it's august right now and fasting month of ramadhan is approaching soon
well this is the time where we can find peace in our mind,body and soul
but seems that sometimes i think it wasn't a happy time for me but yet something that is sad that is coming across my mind
well month of ramadhan made me realised that life is really fragile
and we could be taken away anytime
its going to be 3 years that i'm going to break fast without dear daddy with me
seems that those memories were still playing vividly in my mind
he would often came back at around dusk

and ask "aidil did u fast for today"

that time i was still young and never even thought of fasting

so i always tell him " i don't want to fast i'm still young and small"

he laughs and smile
but sadly, i never ask forgiveness from him before
this is human
when they made mistakes and sins, they find its' kinda embarrassing to ask for forgiveness
actually it should be the other way round
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but something really sad still stay in my mind really clearly
dad gave us the money to buy new traditional clothes
but he didn't get one for himself
he said my children must be happy to get new clothes
i still have old clothes that i could wear
but when i looked at his clothes some were thorn some were really old
dad i was so sad to see to wear those
why weren't we rich at that time
so that we could afford all those that we want
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dad, i still keep your size 32 lee jeans
that collar shirt you always wear when you went to work
and the last green shirt you wear on your last day here
dad since the day i start to remember about you
i was in the daze thinking what are doing right now, where are you right now and how well you've been doing
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well dad i still remember the last time when i went to school and u went to work
we took the same bus didn't we
i still remember it was bus 290
sometimes you gave me extra allowance for the day
dad, dad, dad
when i start remembering about u and write posting about u
i felt that your presence still lingers around
as if you were still living
sometimes i always tell my heart that when i come home
please remember that dad is no more
don't ask for dad when you reached home
he is no longer with u at home, aidil`
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i wish you were still here with me
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heaven would be no heaven w/o you dad`

well. everything starts on tv

2005-07-29T06:43:00.000-07:00

sometimes i think that living in the 21st century and people who were born in this era
are so fortunate. they got their own handphones and expensive stuffs
but if you were to live in the era where singapore just free from the japanese occupation
and everything seems expensive
i remembered when i was watching ultraman on the tv
with my mum and it was around 8 years ago when she told me how fortunate we are to have a television set at home
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she told me when she was young, life was hard, she had to live her life which is very tough
her family couldn't even afford a television set for the family use
she said whenever she wanted to watch television, she would sit outside the corridor of a neighbours' home
and when her neighbours felt that she is such a pest to them
they would close the door and gosh i felt that its kinda sad to what had happen
nah people nowadays take things for granted.
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they are not bless for what they own
handphone should be change bi-monthly so that they would get all the attention from people around them
pda and stuffs like expensive mp3 isn't a must actually but for a glamour and attention
this stuffs became a must in most of the 21st century people.

i think i'm sarcastic

2005-07-28T04:18:00.000-07:00

gosh this is the line that most probably people would have their eyebrow rised
yeah i think i'm sarcastic these days
well everyone knows me as a young, cheerful, cubby boy
but most days people irritates me much and seeks attention
well you can seek attention but don't use the intimate way
i got so freaked out sometimes.
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my way of talking is kinda harsh
i talk as if that i'm a reporter
with no sense of sensitivity
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the other reason i think is that i just want to concentrate in class more
i have alot to study
whatever is suppose to do must be done
so i could achieve that straight a1 for malay,science and f&n.
so guys i'll see u next year
we do O levels and suffers together and pay off with good results

well is it a sin if i miss him

2005-07-23T07:55:00.000-07:00

after hearing the preach. i felt i. have not do my part as a son.
feeling regret is the whole thing in my heart.soul.mind
its already too late to say sorry or say anything
this is how the story goes
one night i saw dad wearing his clothes and then he went to the living room
and then he tie his shoe lace
i asked him
"dad why you didn't get yourself a pair of shoes of yourself"
then he replied
"no dear son how am i gon' buy a new pair of shoe"
"if i were to get my self a new pair of shoe i wouldn't be able to pay your school fee, your school books and get you a new white pair of shoe"
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am i being fair to him ?
god you're the only one knows how i'm facing this
but will i have the chance to meet him again in my after life
but god if i were to be in hell i would be proud to see him in heaven
but god if i were to be in heaven and he in hell
i will request from you to bring him out of there
and let him be with me
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then i remembered
it was my 9th birthday
he brought me to a restaurant which i couldn't even remembered now
but i'm so unfair and selfish
i didn't say "thank you daddy"
i'm so foolish so so foolish
which human being is so selfish than this human living
there's no use no meaning of this child
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but dad i sometimes i clean forgot of how you really look like
i really moved on so far right now until i forgets about you
but sometimes my mind just want to keep your image in myself
dad i really miss those calls you made in the early morning
dad i really miss talking to you at night when i can't sleep
dad you always there for me whenever i need you
but dad i'm so sorry about how your life really ended with a shocking departure
dad i miss those nights where you woke up and eat some food and watch the tv
dad i hope that you're happy and really enjoy that last bowl of green bean soup
but dad i'm so sorry when i can't be there when u need me on that very last day
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dad actually a day before you went off to leave your body
i actually dreamt of you
you got caught with an accident
but you are saved by some strangers in my dream
but when reality comes by
all that were lies.lies all were lies
my dream lied to me
if i'm early
i could avoid this from happening
and you could still be with us living under the same roof
and i will still have curfew and i know you will ask me to study
i know you're concern for my studies
but dad i'm really stressed up with my Ns
i think i don't when is the best time to really study
i don't know what to start on
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and know mum has to start on working
this wouldn't be happening if you're still living
i'm not blaming all this to you but i'm just telling
telling that this isn't fair for u and her
i saw both of you were really loving towards each other
but its really the wrong time that death do you both apart
its was so sad to see this happens
but dad you just rest assure that this could be handle by me
i'm aiming high for my studies
i wanna be in the poly on the next two year after doing my O
i want my younger siblings to live in a very wealthy life
i don't want them to know how we struggle through our lives just to get rich
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i will be the first among the 8 of us to go to poly
even though some of my subjects are poor
but rest assure i will find ways to improve on them
dad i hope i could do my N well same goes as my O
and i hope i see myself in the poly
dad i hope i meet you again in my dreams
i really miss that smile that you put on when we meet in dreams
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dad i will and always will love u
and i miss you

_MDLY

i'm down

2005-07-15T07:07:00.000-07:00

its been awhile i didn't blogg didn't i?
well i've been busy doing some muggin and facing the stress
yeah monday tuesday followed by thursday is a full stress day
yet friday is a 1/2 stress and 1/2 stress free day
followed by the 24 hours of stress free saturday
and sunday the stress is haunting me as monday i'm going to school
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thankx to those who cared
those concern is trying to push me
but still i'm going to do my very best
even though my maths are poor
but chances are that i could catch up if i have a chance for GCE O

_MDLY

2005-07-03T07:42:00.000-07:00

sun set taken from a condo by me

me and my dudes

2005-07-03T07:30:00.000-07:00

me and my dudes are always going out
we went to the gym, town, city
have lunch together
play pool
and the best part dude shahri got free tix to the movie
gosh so fortunate of us having him
thankx dude for passing ur maths test and gave me a free tix
later we go gym again. eat taimak again uh!!
hahaha
but tuesday u want to go to play pool
then how, we got N level oral sia
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we bout that uh
and the very best part is that we like to prank our silly friend
we got our very own target already
hahaha
we should struck him haha
we should attack him hahaha!!
so sorry but we like pranking people
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and i like when we all take photo at the bed
so kia so siakenx we look like a group of gay like they wanna do something dirty
hahaha
but at the bed also we could gossip sia
we eat and a few seat behind us was a friend
like that also we gossip bout him
pathetic him. he eat then cough out the bigg fish ball
hahaha
no uh just joking
but guys do gossip

_MDLY

this is what i did to hair-laughs!

2005-06-30T07:10:00.000-07:00

last few weeks ago i cut my hair on the head
it really looked straight cut
laughs
its really super funny when the product first being showcase
i really look like a narcissist
very!
laughs
but after a few weeks my hair is becoming more straighter
more softer
laughs
some say i look so nerdy
some say "wow thats nice and creative of u"
some says i'm cute(actually i'm not i look like a cookie monster)
and the list go on and on
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then for the face i shave my moustache
gosh it's super clean
but after a few days it grows again
it's not really nice to have those
i have to shave it weekly or bi-weekly
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then for hygiene purpose and also i don't want to have armpit odour
i shaved my armpit hair
and hello!
don't think i'm talking rubbish or u got disgusted by it
actually i want it to be clean and odourless
so i went on shaving them
it was kind of funny at first but soon
i realised its better
thankx to dude shahri
teaches me to become a clean metro guy
hehehe
and i teaches him how to dress
so we helped each other
ok then
actually i wrote this because i wanted to let go those tension i have
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ok people see around and enjoii

i will start a new life

2005-06-26T02:54:00.000-07:00

i really really want to start a new life
and i will do it
i am going to buck up and wake up
find the real me. discover the real me
and reinvent myself
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ALLAH, i promise i will start on praying again
i can't get a true, peace life if didn't pray
HE is the only one that can help me to find peace
and everything that happens is what HE had planned
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i'm going to push myself to get good grades for this government exam
gosh,i wanna have a place for myself in my secondary school next year
i wanna finish my secondary level next year
and start on tertiary education in the year 2007
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i think i'm aiming for polytechnicx or shatecx
since i'm taking f&n its better to go on with something that is related to it
and i'm aiming for at least a2 or a1. because i think i have potential in this subject
and yeah hope u guys pray for me so that i could succeed yeap!

i should had start a new life

2005-06-21T08:17:00.000-07:00

i've been slacking
i am falling
all the grades and marks are not as good as those time in my previous years
i really had to use up all that 2 1/2 months(after holidays had been cut off) to do my study
gosh! i really feel the tension
my head are spinning, my brains a aching and my hearts are pumping
i'm really really scared for this upcoming major exam
whatever the case is, i still had to stay till next year and graduate at the year of 2006
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i had to cut off those fun and leisure and instead had to really had a pain yet gain time
so that i could make it
but is 3 months really enough to cover up for what that i have missed
and if i study for 3 months do you think i could still make it
i hope and i'll pray hard so that i can pass and i have a place for next year

<3 happy fathers day :(

2005-06-19T08:35:00.000-07:00

gosh its been like 3 years
that my family didn't celebrate father's day
so every year we just treated that there is no such thing called happy fathers day
and just now my friend made a dedication
saying that "I love u dad, happy fathers day"
gosh!
i felt kinda sad
-
but this is my life
take it and take the test
i just wished that my dad was around
so that i could say "dad, i love u, happy fathers day"
but now he's gone
and all i could say happy fathers day
to him
-
i hope he recieve this message

-

i love u <3 color="#33ccff">aidil

is worth it?

2005-06-18T02:35:00.000-07:00

it finally came to its end
i hoping that the case about my late dad's accident will end
yes i know money will come in
but i'm still wondering now
is my family going to be happy
or
my family is going to shattered into pieces of glasses
-
we get a huge amount of money
but
the price is
my dad's life must be taken
and it had happened
-
and when we got the money
will it break the ties of our kinship
or will it make us happier
-
gosh
i just felt so miserable sometimes
but i just had to go on with the flow of the roaring sea
i just hope that my family and i
had a better life ahead__safely and peacefully
-

review of myself__now

2005-06-15T09:57:00.000-07:00

i realised that
i had become very complicated
i can't really concentrate much on my studies
nor did i realised what i've been doing
i really became rebellious
-
whenever i got bored
even in the middle of the night
i could go out just to have fun
i'm really afraid of my studies
but seriously i can't concentrate
-
please__help me

got all the attention__why?

2005-06-10T09:01:00.000-07:00

its the holidays isn't it
i went back to school to have remedial lessons
what the most wierdest. shocking. happiest. thing is that
i got all the attention from those friends that i'm not closed with
haxx
-
i just don't know what happen to them
they just suddenly treat me so good
is like all their opinions and taughts are all answered by me
it just that i felt like a prince for two days
haxx
-
one of my friends asked me whether i want to go to watch movies with him
and the other one also asked me the same thing
and everyone just kept talking to me
i have to answer 5 mouths at one shot with my small petit mouth
-
i just can't believe why i recieve such treatments
haxx
we took neoprints
that was on wednesday and it was really happening and so fun man!
the other one invites me to study with him
and this girl just kept talking to me
its like even though we are not from the same class
but there is a spirit of happiness and laughter
-
gosh i felt like a prince!

2005-06-10T06:21:00.000-07:00

so nice-using hp night mode again

2005-06-10T06:20:00.000-07:00

the cbd area-not clear coz its handphone night mode camera

maybe now i realised_

2005-06-10T05:15:00.000-07:00

its kinda hard to really write this post
coz its one of my bad lifetime experience
an experience that leave a black footsteps behind
-
i wanted to write this post when i was eating and remembered about a shop
its about my late father
i remembered that he would always get anything that i wanted
i'm happy but i forgotten he gave it and forgotten to say thankx and hug me
-
now then. when this person is gone
then i remember how rude. how bad. how cruel i am
i never obey his order nor i behave badly
its like i don't have that chance to say
'pa__i'm sorry for what i've done that made u sad or angry'
-
ma said that i'm the last person that he's looking for
he's not sick nor he is unwell
he was talking to my uncle
laughing. joking. talking loudly. smiling.
-
when comes to the next day
we recieved a phone call that we never expect to recieved
my late dad would be calling home as early as 8 in the morning
coz he miss my mum
how touching!!
*sobx*sobx*sobx
at 10 someone called
bad news
i don't wanna talk bout this part much
so confusing and long
-
now. i pray that my dad is happy and no worries
dad i hope we could be together again
mum and me and harun and ain
would be happy!!

hates cigarettes

2005-06-08T02:19:00.000-07:00

smoking cigarettes
i really hate it when people does it in front of my face
first they inhale it and all the carbon dioxide and those toxic is exhale out
then u will inhale those toxic and their carbon dioxide
suckx
i suffocate just because these idiots kept smoking
and what i hate about smoking idiots is when they smoke in the toilet
-
hello!!
toilet__come on man!
no air comes in and those smoke just got there and would never leave
then i had a hard time breathing and catching oxygen just like those goldfish that run out of its oxygen supply
stop smoking please u people are making me, urself, and others wanna puke or getting or lives risked to cancer and liver diseases
-
if u wanna smoke. smoke alone. die alone. don't bring me with u

an accident in a small road ?

2005-06-06T03:15:00.000-07:00

its sunday i thought there's no better plan today
its kinda boring for the day actually just kept eating and sleeping like a polar bear
i recieved a message and a missed called when i was snoring
one of my dudes sent me a message then after half and hour another dude messages me
called me back as i have really messaged alot
i decided to go to simpang bedok to have hot food and spicy gossips
-
i decided not to go home but to stay for a night at a friend's place
i will be going to school after this and have my theory
so we went to the bus station to wait for a bus
screech!!!!
drag!!!!
-
everyone runs to the scene
i really got shocked. i felt as if it was a nightmare
one of my dudes get really terrified
why?
he really wants to own a bike
and there it was an accident happened between a really old-fashioned car with a geeky looking male chinese driver with a face that really tells him that 'oh no this should not be happening' and
a malay rider lying helplessly on the ground looking pale
-
i had this instinct telling me that there will be a conflict if i were not to flee from there, a fight might happened
one of the rider's friend felt really unhappy the way he talks tells me that he was really angry
i really felt shocked for the moment but its already under my past folders
my dudes couldn't forget what happened because it really happen in front of our very own sleepy eyes
it really happen at 12 on the dot
-
i think it would be better for me not to have my own transport
i don't want to run into accident nor my vehicle breakdown in the middle of the expressway
i seems to be thinking the incident happened last night
i felt as if it just happened an hour ago

my soul,mind and body

2005-06-03T06:48:00.000-07:00

they are telling me that they wanna enjoy-

and i felt like i don't wanna study-

but my heart say i wanna study-

my mind wanna enjoy but wanna study become its scared for its future-

my soul also loves enjoying but it wanna have good grades for its exams-

my soul is a study smart play smart-

but my mind and body is play more study less-

my body is kinda tired for studying but still having prepare for its future-

but for me i am really scared of my everything-

i wanna have a really good future-

so life, for me is easy and my family-

so i wanna study i wanna play i wanna succeeddd-

what

2005-05-28T23:22:00.000-07:00

promise to go with 5 people-

ended up go 3 dudes-

damn, so bored-

play pool kinda fun-

chill kinda boring-

after having meal-

go back to yishun-

upload photo-

and sleep at 4am-

tsk tsk-

2005-05-28T23:21:00.000-07:00

upp-a- ..on- d~ [ || escelate..ss || ]

2005-05-28T23:20:00.000-07:00

rr.eed.d .-blurrr (~ ddamnn~)

2005-05-28T23:19:00.000-07:00

biit-cc-h i-'m goonn-aa ki i .lll u

2005-05-28T23:18:00.000-07:00

d-uu-dd-e-ss ainn-t full-fi-lle-d

ddu//ddess//

2005-05-24T01:25:00.000-07:00

i'm proudly to announce that d-u-d-e-s is formed in friendster-

mr nice dude- shahri

cheeky dude- bb

artistic dude- mudd

million dollar dude- aidil

and introducing our newvbie dude- 'izu

add us in friendster!!

honahlees@hotmail.com-

and d-u-d-e-s we are going out this saturday-

so be free oryte!!

drifting to..

2005-05-21T06:52:00.000-07:00

i don't know what its gon be-

feeling as if-

i'm drifting away-

i can't get track-

and i think my knowledge is lack-

fact, i think i hate studies-

but in this society-

studies is important-

hope that my future is safe-

results are out

2005-05-18T01:40:00.000-07:00

the reults of my subjects are out-

only that i haven't got my science(chemistry),f&n,geography-

so far i passed my social studies,physics and mother tongue-

english 48.5%,U graded-

mother tongue 68%,b3 (missed by 2, could get a2 haiz)-

social studies 52%,c5 (difficult paper to pass)-

physics 64%,b4 (1 more mark i could get b3,i've made mistakes if not i could get a2)-

E maths 37%,U-graded (i don't know when can i pass?)-

f&n, chem and geog. i will update on this after i got thee results-

hoping to get b3-a1 for f&n-

chem, b3 or a2 so that overall of combined science i would get a b3-

and a pass in geography as the papar is difficult and leveled with my social studies to have a passing grade in my humanities-

idiot___

2005-05-11T22:46:00.000-07:00

_____

i got so fed and and disappointed__

don't know what happen__

i failed my english!!__

the paper was easy__

but__

i don't even know why i could fail such an easy paper__

i felt as if i'm an idiot__

maybe__

i didn't practice my vocab and grammar__

well__

i will do better for the prilims__

i'm gonna prove that i'm gonna pass__

and continue until 5th grade__

my whole day.week. are spoilt__

so what if i turn 16 on 13 may__

my wish is that i could obtain L1 B3 at an agregate below 10__

xx__spoilt__xx __

my post agaiinnnn

2005-05-07T07:55:00.000-07:00

as usual-

this is an another post to fill my blog-

life is a rent-

theres a price to pay for everything we do-

believe?-

when u were born mama and papa paid over thousands-

then went u want to register for school-

mama and papa had to pay over thousands-

then when u r sick-

mama and papa pay again-

when u do something good-

u r paid with good deeds-

if u do wrong and evil things-

u have to pay your sins-

then everyday,everything,everyminute and everywhere u had to pay-

ok this is life for a rent-

now i would write another post-

this would be a first two in one post-

this is what i felt when living-

is about my friends-

i just felt that i have alot of friends-

they just come and go-

they come in big numbers-

sometimes i felt that i'm selfish-

in a sense that i don't give a stranger a chance to be my friend-

why?-

i just don't feel so nice sometimes-

it's like been me and my life and all alone-

i don't have feeling for others now-

why?-

i just felt i am selfish-

some thought i'm round proud-

i just can't deny it-

maybe they are right-

but just yesterday-

i found my 11 years of long lost friend-

when i saw him-

i felt as if i really know him-

i just kept shut-

then i ask him whether he goes the same kindergarden as me-

and does he had a maid named by ruby-

and its a yes-

he knew thats me-

but he too kept shut until the last minute-

so thankful-

againnnn

2005-05-04T21:16:00.000-07:00

just another post to fill my blog-

i saw a kitten in a drain lying helplessly-

so poor thing seeing that innocent small kitten in a dirty drain without it's mother around-

i knoe i can't do anything because i was in the bus-

but if someone cares and have a heart to take that cat home-

it means alot to it-

but do not abuse animal-

they have heart and feelings too-

they are not your toys that u could play and throw it however u want-

come on and get real-

what would u feel if u are a soul that someone play and throw u around-

so just threat everything good-

don't be evil-

latest again

2005-05-01T03:51:00.000-07:00

another one from me again-

i just had this feeling wanted to publish this post-

its about something i wish for that sounds like fantasy-

i had been wondering in and out-

been dreaming at night-

and staring the wall by the day-

i always wanted my life just like those guy in the movies-

where he had a crush that he does not know-

where he is popular but he just being low profile-

where he plays rugby and get all the girls attention that he did not expect-

who attends college school and had a band that everyone wants to be with-

but being different among his fellow friends-

and one day he had a crush but he was rejected-

he just forgets bout that incident-

and graduated and had an interesting job-

and after 10 years that girl who rejects me, had a crush on me-

by then maybe i am still single-

but would i still accept her-

maybe you people could give me that answer-

post your answer in my tag board-

again...

2005-04-30T08:45:00.000-07:00

just writing a post to fill my page-

i feel that i'm really changing-

yeah, as u see-

i'm always that guy smiling away seeing people-

but now i just give a derg face and go-

people may thought that i'm proud-

actually i'm kinda tired to smile or to talk to that person that i met-

but sometimes when my mood is good-

then i would come and say hey and smile and shake hand-

my thinking also changes-

i'm kinda stress with don't know what-

but just felt insecure-

maybe for so long i never pray-

thats why i had this feeling-

and i also think badly-

in a way that my thoughts had never been good-

may be setan is whispering in my heart and mind-

but my faith is strong-

and i will begin my prayers again-

my mid-year is also coming so i had to study hard for mid-year and also N-

i hope i had to place for the O next year-

2005-04-30T08:23:00.000-07:00

when can i eat sir-

2005-04-30T08:21:00.000-07:00

when can i eat and where's my food

2005-04-30T08:19:00.001-07:00

dying to eat

2005-04-30T08:19:00.000-07:00

3 cheers to sweet revenge

only this one

2005-04-29T03:22:00.000-07:00

this one will be another post from me-

but readers who read this-

don't feel affected by this post-

because i am just writing another post-

crush always occurs in your life-

u may choose to go with the flow or ignore it-

as for me i am a blur freak-

i would not realize it until someone told me that i had a crush-

so silly-

look so big but a bit slow in this kind of matter-

i want to enjoy my teenage life and also do my studies well-

i want to enjoy my life with my friends and families-

not to have a girl and being trap with her the whole time-

so i really hate to have this kind of things happen to me-

and i would prefer not to be told if someone likes me-

cause i may ignore that person-

another 1

2005-04-23T04:15:00.000-07:00

by the way, thankz for your comments for my previous post-

today, i'm not going to post bout life again ya-

aidil-

was born on the very cold night of friday the 13 which falls on the bull month of may-

1989, after the whole 9 months of pain suffering from his queen-

he finally breaks his shell off-

actually his king wanted him by the name of sufian aidil-

but queen says that its hari raya (an occasion where islam celebrate)-

so lets name him aidil sufian-

he is different from all the guys in the family-

he was born fairer than the rest-

king and queen watches his prince grow from day to day-

realizing he has his own unique talents-

he does not really like soccer-

nor he is active in sports-

he cooks and he knows many things about music and animals-

he didn't realise much on what he could do-

he wanted his talent to be use in good ways-

but he hasn't got his chance yet to expose his talent-

he was once that bubbly, little dude living-

but since people change him-

sorry to say he is more dependent on himself and his queen-

and lastly aidil likes to hang out with his dudes-

and happy 16th birthday to dude bob shahri-

Conversation

2005-04-17T01:11:00.000-07:00

my friend and i was chatting in a conversation just now-

he was talking about fate and stuffs-

and ya we exchange our point of views-

both of us has different point of views-

it is for real our life was fated this way.this person.this look.and this soul-

but god gave us destinies in life not just 1 but alot-

destiny is just like the expressway-

if u went to the rite place u felt happy and ur time traveling is short-

if u went to the wrong place i bet u felt angry-

that is our life in destiny-

if we went to the rite path our fate would be good-

if wrong maybe you should pray hard so that u would get mercy-

god gave us mercy -

but-

we humans take it for granted-

2005-04-16T10:25:00.000-07:00

After speech day

2005-04-16T04:20:00.001-07:00

Bobby and Dann

2005-04-16T04:20:00.000-07:00

Blurr...

2005-04-16T03:29:00.000-07:00

after speech day!

another post

2005-04-08T08:47:00.000-07:00

i'm just wasting my free time by blogging

-i'm getting kinda different now

-after recovering from pox.

-other things came by

-i thought its gon' be over

-no more challenges waiting ahead

-no never i'm gon' to drift

-but i'm stayin

-life could be challenging

-but pray hard and just go on living

-if life is full of problems u would think its unfair

-but if its too easy u might as well don live

....

2005-03-23T04:06:00.000-08:00

it was around 5pm when i just reached home.i saw 2 guest in my house.my younger sis called my guest stupid.i was so angry that i scolded her.those guest were me niece's friend.my mum told me bout these two girls.my mum ask them who are they staying with.they said they stay with their grandfather.my mum ask how bout ur mum and dad where are they?the older sis just answer.my dad stays somewhere else and my mum is in the prison.i was terribly sad when i heard that.they were so hungry.we cook alot and we have our meals together.i saw so sad seeing them eating,whats so interesting about them that they are chinese but can speak fluent malay.seriously i feel so sad about their everyday life.if their grandfather didn't cook they didn't eat for the whole day.haiiiz im so very sad for these kids.i'm so thankful that i got to everyday got enough pocket money.everything is enough.i just couldn't ask for more.thankful to Allah.

i wrote this so that i could remember.

Money!

2005-03-18T21:19:00.000-08:00

life.....

its really easy for us to get money.but where does the money come from?sometimes i just felt that i'm lucky even though i ain't rich.i still go to eat everyday.and always thank god for whatever he gave me.

some people got to eat once every 3 days.i felt so sorry for em'.if i could help em.it must be really great!if let say i can't i'll do it again just to help em.what was the most saddess one is that those toddlers and babies didn't get a complete food for em' to grow thus they got diseases like marasmus and kwashiokor.sad.sad.sad.

i just don't get itg why some people aren't happy for what they have know?if tey where in this state would they have a sense of repent in their life.hopefully Allah will give each and everyone of us a better life each time.

money ain't nothing it is a term to buy things but it can't gave u everythang!

totally lost!

2005-03-18T21:00:00.000-08:00

i had this long week to take a break.everything just go so fine and fast until i just remember that its already friday.yaits!.i had alot of stuffs on due and i just took them lightly.com'on i wanna break i've been studyin for 3 months(but actually just study abit)oops!.heha!

on the holidays i....

[-hangout.till.late.night.]

[-didn't.came.home]

[eat.n.eat.n.sleep.n.sleep]

my friendster increase dramatically!!

i also did my f&n but havent' do my assignments yet.

i walk around town and city and meet new people

i took photos wit my friends.

i had lots of fun

i never do my prayers!haiiz

after all i'm damn lost rite now

2005-03-18T00:12:00.000-08:00

?.?.?

2005-03-18T00:10:00.000-08:00

.a.i.d.i.l.f.a.i.z.a.l.

2005-03-18T00:09:00.001-08:00

g.e.e.k.s.a.r.e.c.u.t.e

2005-03-18T00:09:00.000-08:00

.z.z.z.z.z.z.

2005-03-18T00:06:00.000-08:00

r.a.w.k

2005-03-18T00:05:00.000-08:00

n.i.c.e.b.o.d.y.?

a long lost post

2005-03-14T01:15:00.000-08:00

after two of not blogging it felt as if the blog is already been left and no one is there to come and visit it.after all i'm here to post a new post for my blog.as u could see the blog became a totally boring one due to no specific design for me to put my player in my blog.i wanted to put a nicer pix in the blog but there is no software for me to use and edit it.Ok ok i think i miss alot after this two months.i remember i was with basith in the bus and reading some documents and some kinda of a mats thought that we are a damn polytechnic students.hahaha.don't get us wrong bitch!we are just as young as 16 and not as old as 20.damn everyone thinks that i'm that old.only those who knows me well knows that i'm 16.actually theres alot of really funny thangs happen on this 2 months.silly me i don't know what to post coz i'm i think i had amnesia.i forget things so easily is like my mind is being slate off every minutes.for my common test i failed humanities and maths.hurh!f&n is so like stressful coz theres alot of things to do and i'm abit lazy.i just lyke to wonder and wander and don't know what to do.gosh i haven't done my prayers for sometimes and i felt really damn guilty and seriously i felt really damn guilty.and i hate myself when i'm not in a good mood people mistaken me with ego.yeah i think i'm egoistic and i hate being one.but after all.all ur attitude and ur things u done is all come from the heart.no use u act to be good where as in ur heart ur not.stop being a plastic.on flag day.i think of going bugis and eat but plan changed because of some reason.we went to eat at simie and then get some charity.i was so shy because i seldom does this.but sometymes u c,ur doing something good so if u put effort and not shy surely people will lyke it.i went to town on 13 and 12 march and alot of damn things happen.we walked and walked and see alot of gaymen.and i felt as if this world is really gon ending soon.i also saw a group of transsexual.and we chill at P.S Mc donalds and there had lots and lots of gay.gosh everywhere i go i sure see this kinda people.its just lyke something so common yet odd.get it?and in town the most thing i do is to have a great walk and chat and took some pixx.as it is a routin for us.we love takin pixxx.ok thats all yeah.just to tell u guys all this post are jumble up.i can't really remember much on the past.

New Year

2005-01-08T20:46:00.000-08:00

Its 2005 and time flies so fast until I cannot catch em'.Ok ok 1st day in school.[Ya allah] Very dizzy then at night cannot sleep.Very stressful uh can say but I say not so stressful. Theres homework then theres test for physics and chemistry but I havent' study em'.Now after school I gotta go home because I had to fetch Harun from his school.He took mandarin as his second language.I have to do F&N project but half way done uhx.I could say that in class sometime I felt as if I'm alone because I don't feel like talking and also I'm far from my friends.I have 2 new classmates.They were great people.Just like me LoL.The class is great the teachers are good.I like my english teacher she teaches us with full of energy.I can understand her lesson well.Then theres' Mr Ding.A relex and chill teacher.Can be bullied but we dont' one to bully a good teacher.But what I hate is that I had to woke up early in the morning send niece to school then I head to school so tiring.Ok I think I got to go .Mampos nanti aku kena Plangkong

2004....After the storm

2004-12-27T22:05:00.001-08:00

2002-2004....It has been alot things happened....After the storm would be a New Resolution,New Attitude and New Style.It would be a Young,Fresh and New Aidil.2002 had been a challenging year as I had to cope with something that I could never imagined. 2002...That was they year 1st admitted to Changkat Changi.Then after 4 month of studying there, dear daddy went and leave without leaving a note to tell why is he leaving to end his life.Like uh! Just couldn't believe if this thing is really happen to me.Its' like....I just felt that I talk to him yesterday and thought that he was joking with me.Then I never really spent my time with him.I always out there.Always caught out in the middle or something. 2002...A new way of life begins.2003....The year that I was admited to 208 but Syukur Alhamduliah I was transfered to 207.But I could remember what really happened on that year.All I know that I suffer from a severe depression.But it only happen for one week then it was ok.But it was really bad if I would keep on going my life lyke that.Then the present 2004 I could say I living my life with full of 50% happiness and some revenge in my life.I just got so angry if they said about the past.I would want to forget about my past but just those ones that i wanna forget.But if I would like to forget bout the past then everythang is gone.Just like everyday I thought that my life like as if I was just born or something.Then 2004 was the year I lost 13 kg and it would say like I was suffering.Because I didn't really eat and everyday I'm so tired at the end of the day.2004...I could say it was really a happy year.But hari raya was really bored.

2004....After the storm.

New Year,New Attitude,New Resolution and New Style

2004....After the storm

2004-12-27T22:05:00.000-08:00

2004 the day when I miss

2004-12-26T01:25:00.000-08:00

I thought of posting this post a long time ago but I just couldn't find the right tyme to do so. Sometime you would just get so angry when people play ur father's name.But actually I'm really angry if people would say and play father's name.Well they didn't know how if feels if you lost someone forever. Sometimes you could just met this person in your life only in your dreams. Really deeply miss him alot. 2004 darn! I just couldn't imagine how my life would be if my mum go. Sometimes I just wonder...why am I the one who had to go through this....I realise that my life is always full of challengers.Maybe I was brought here to be tested for a life test.But I really regret.Regret in my entire life.Why?Why should he go that early without telling me. Then now....when I saw my friend's dad.I would feel as if I lost something very precious or I got jealous. Darn! This is life.Maybe it just an illusion? I, I just don't know?When the day I would leave.Then everythang would be over.

2004....I miss you dad

2004-12-09T23:12:00.003-08:00

Halfway DIl

2004-12-09T23:12:00.002-08:00

Aik zul mana?!

2004-12-09T23:12:00.001-08:00

Hey mukanya ada senyum!

2004-12-09T23:12:00.000-08:00

Dew @ my mouth

2004-12-09T23:11:00.001-08:00

Saywel nye budak!

2004-12-09T23:11:00.000-08:00

Sick Din

2004-12-09T23:10:00.002-08:00

Blackbox

2004-12-09T23:10:00.001-08:00

Errr....?

2004-12-09T23:10:00.000-08:00

Sape aku salute sak ?!

I did this

2004-12-08T01:09:00.000-08:00

Woah! It seems so happy now for me. I get so F*up sometimes because at a certain in a year I would be suffering from a unusual heartbeat.Where the heartbeat is beating at a different "rythm".Thenn I got I think headsprung where my mind cannot control pressure or think too much stuff.I can't sleep for 2 lonely nites.At ferst I thought I'm suffering from what certain brain sickness or what then again in my mind I think its depression.I got so scared when this 2 stuff came into my mind then I cannot sleep for another 2 nights.So I start praying again.Its been along tyme I have not pray.I pary to allah so that my mind is clear and can cure from this sickness.Then yeap I escaped from this darkness.If this would happen longer I would be very ermm...lost I think.I watched both Shutters and Incredibles.My gosh both are just so superb man! I was scared lyke hell when I watch Shutters.My got Natre face so horrigible until I think I forget how she look.[hahaha].Then the Incredibles my gosh Jack-jack is so supermack cute man.Dash oh my so fast wish I could be lyke him and Bob was so strong until his workout he pull train[he must be a mad cow]Then got this elasticgirl the hand so long and Violet she can hilang hilang LoL.Then aiya I just cannot remember what happen after that I wanted to write a full story bout what has happen but I just can't remember.

Incomplete...........................

2004-12-07T01:11:00.000-08:00

Mrt

2004-12-07T01:10:00.000-08:00

Tired of waitin'

2004-12-07T01:09:00.000-08:00

Bubble yum

2004-11-30T01:01:00.001-08:00

Kena tortured

2004-11-30T01:01:00.000-08:00

Kena tortured!

Post to hate,Hate to post

2004-11-23T04:46:00.000-08:00

I just posting this post because I hate about it.How would u feel when especially people everyday having a conference with you and always talking stupid stuff especially about girls.I also wanted a girl but I don't want to have one because I wasn't ready to have one.Everynite when I have a conference there will be always talk about this she.Every time I go out the same "she" name would be mentioned.I get so F*up due to this.I don't lyke this she yet people all around would be talking about this she.Even though a he loves this she at first yet this she come to me.I just don't like her.If I really like her I would just accept her or I would even cry for her.But no.I would never do that because I don't like her.So to all the people out there just don't bug me and tell me to be with her.Cause...i just.....

2004-11-17T14:28:00.001-08:00

That purpleish one is me

2004-11-17T14:28:00.000-08:00

Bas3rd

2004-11-17T14:27:00.000-08:00

Me,Myself and Friends

2004-11-17T10:08:00.001-08:00

Alone only ..Sucks uh

2004-11-17T10:08:00.000-08:00

Relek uh!